For me, finding teachers and guides in the craft has been one of the most difficult things I have ever faced so far. When you ask the Gods to send you those guides, and time passes by without answers, a special hollow felling begin to grow inside your chest. Now that I look back to those things and those feelings I now understand that the learning it was always there everytime I asked for a teacher, the universe or the Gods pointed me in the right direction in order to learn specifically what I needed to learn and in order to learn even more advance or hard things I had to pass or live those things first.
I now understand that EVERYTIME you ask for anything you’ll receive it. Not exactly how you ask for it ( some of the times ) but exactly how you need it.
I now thank the Gods every time I could when I learn or experience something new!
Blessings!! And Blessed Be!!